A 1000 and then 1
A thousand dreams
A thousand hopes
A thousand cries
A thousand grinds
A thousand hustles
A thousand shuffles
A thousand swipes
A thousand steps
A thousand runnins’
I give of myself
fully to you
and you respond:
Moving
Running
Police
Frisks
Evictions
Lockups
lost places
lost spaces
I thrust myself into you
time and time again
you spit me out
They say that if I
do well within you
then tomorrow is set
And so I thrust
myself back into you
determinedly,
violently,
despite it all
If only for that possibility
that one hope,
one dream,
one laughter
One less frisking,
one less place lost
to the vagaries of your
changing form
Yes, if only for that one
And so I keep
thrusting myself back
time and time
and time again
into you
If only for that
possibility of a
thousand and one
Notes
- Inspired by the film, A Thousand and One, and the lost Parable trilogies from the Bible.
- Set against the backdrop of a changing city in the 1990s and early 20s, the movie tackles issues of race, incarceration, the foster care system, racial profiling, and gentrification. And it chronicles a mother’s fight to create a space that she and her son can call home.
- If you’ve watched the film (go see it if you haven’t), you will recognize this poem as an ode to the city of New York in the voice of Inez (played by Teyana Taylor), the main character in the film. Like Inez, I have a somewhat strange relationship with the city. I have always admired it (see this) from afar. but anytime I try to dance with it, we just don’t vibe. Like oil and water, we don’t mix. So, we keep going our separate ways. I guess you can call it “unrequited love”. So I keep admiring it from afar as I watch others dance with it. Anyway sha, look out for a future post exploring the role of cities in sensemaking.